I am in love

It's the first time I am actually to write about a love life because it's the first time I have an actual love life. Hoorah. Hahaha. Let me just start by saying that yes, I am very much in love with an actual guy and guess what. As of the 5th of January of five o' clock in the afternoon, I am no longer part of the NBSB (no boyfriend since birth) club.

I wasn't suppose to blog about this-since I thought that this is waaay too much information to post online but god, I can't help myself anymore. I need to write this somewhere. Hahaha. Anyway, right now, I'm just bathing in the idea that I do in fact have a boyfriend-for more than 48 hours.

This is an all too new experience for me but so far, it's been great being in love and I am undeniably happy, so I guess this is fine, right? I can't tell you much right now about how the relationship is because, heck, we're just starting. Finally, I have feel what it's like-being in love that is. Truthfully, it's awesome but it's also really terrifying. Yeah, I'm scared of everything that I know comes with it. Like a new responsibility and a possible heartache and all that shit but yeah. I guess, you'll have to take it all in if you're in love. Bleeeh. I can't believe I'm even saying this. Hahaha.

Finally I have experienced what it's like. To smile at your phone, to check for good morning texts, to hold hands, to hug and feel peaceful and secure, to feel giddy ALL THE TIME, to sleep and wake up with a certain person in mind, to worry sick about a person completely unrelated to you, to smile at silly love songs, and etc. Let me update the list when I get there. Hahahaha.

Anyway, I just didn't want something as significant as this unpublished. That's all. Thank you for taking the time to read this unorganized jumbled thoughts that I randomly wrote in here. I'll make a more understandable blog when I have the time :> Goodnight :*