Hellooo October, Hellooo dear Sem Breaaak

Tell me would you kill to save for a life?

Tell me would you kill to prove you're right?

Crash, crash, burn, let it all burn.

This hurricane's chasing us all underground.

Heeeey. It's been a month since my last post and whoaaah, September was packed. Well, it's October now and I just need to finish this week and hello to sem break! And you know what else is at the end of the week? My fucking birthday! Let's celebrate~

Just four more days to my birthday. I am excited as hell. It's not that there's always something amazing that happens on my birthday, I'm just always excited about my birthday, you know? It's like another year for you. You see how far you've come since the last or how far you've degraded. Meh. The whole day is yours to keep. I want my birthday to be amaazing. alsnfkjwebfgvjekwbfgjew, I am just so excited about it, okaaay? Besides, I may go shopping again for my birthday. If it's not shopping, it's an iPod. So, i am happy both ways :D

What have I been up to lately? Basically, I've been excited for the sem break and counting down the long days until it starts. It's so close I can taste it; I am excited. I need a break. I've never felt so exhausted. It's as if a whole year has passed. So this is what college feels like. A whole elementary/high school year crammed into six months. lol. It's soo fast, seriously.

I'm also excited about the sem break because I am excited to start the new semester. I know I've done not so well this sem and I am eager to do great next sem. Yeah. It depresses me how I feel somewhat average in UP. I don't get one of the highest scores anymore and I don't excel as much. I'm just...average-satisfied with passing and all, not reaching any further. So yeah. I am determined to change that next sem and I will be awesome- I will be great :D

I actually have classes later but it's later so I'm doing this first. Hahaha. I missed blogging in blogspot. I think it keeps me creative, or somewhat like that. I've been blogging on tumblr- it doesn't feel enough. I have too many complaints in my life >.> I need to be contented. I remember a time back in high school (maybe in my 2nd year or 3rd year) when I felt completely contented. Like I didn't need anything at all. I wish I could bring that back.

Well, i have my goals for next semester. Usually these goals are 60% achieved so okaaay :D

1. Do awesome academically. I swear I will be GC as hell and I will strive for the best and for that sweet 1! lol, dream on for that 1 but yeah. Aim for the moon, if you miss, at least you land among the starsit goes kind of like that. *insert game face here*
   
   
2. Do awesome socially. Meh. I've been kind of distant at the start of the sem so I haven't gained a lot of friends. And by the time I decided to make friends, everyone's already closed off to their own group of friends so it was hard making friends. I have my own group of friends tho :D But I'm just used to being friends with everyone so yeah.
   
   
3. Limit my computer time to two hours if there are no internet related school work. I have done this before, I will do it again. With enough self-discipline, I know I can do this. This will be good for my academic life, so yeah. So my online life will be hanging by a thread when next semester comes. But I will survive~
   
   
4. Save moneeey! I always fail this part of the goals. In every goal list, I put in Save Money and I always fail. But I will achieve this next sem! Under saving money I will put in resistance to delicious food even if I study next to the mall. You can do this. ;___; resist the temptation of Robinsons.
   
   
5. Get Organized as shit! You all know I'm not the most organized in the bunch. My things are all over the place and I have a system that only I can understand. The bad part is when people clean up my stuff, my system get messed up o.O :)) I am serious though. I feel lost when it's cleaned. So it's better if I clean it so that i know what is where.

That's all I can think of right now :)) Anywaaay, I have been jamming a lot to Parokya ni Edgar and 30 Seconds to Mars since PNE has a new album that is awesome and I have just downloaded 30 Seconds to Mars' This is War. So, yeaaah. It's fun. Have you all seen 30 Seconds to Mars' video for Closer to the Edge? lsadbvksbvfkweb It's EPIC. I am wishing for an immediate concert in here! Ay, caramba! They were just so sick live, okay? Hahahahah. And note that almost all of them (two out of three) are older than my mom and my dad. lol- cool, weird and awesome.

So, anyway, this week, I only have two exams left. yaaaay. Finals in Spanish and 3rd DepEx in Math. I need to study hard and bury my face in my notes. Next week I have no exams but on th 18th and the 19th, I have finals for Comm and Math. So booo. But reaally, at the end of this week, I am ready to celebraaate~

So, that's all for now :D Byeeeeee.