And Then There's A Week

Can you believe it? This time next week, I'll be attending school as a college girl. Wow, it's all so surreal and right now, I don't even know what to feel first. I'm excited, I'm nervous, I'm scared- I'm not really sure which is which. But time just flew by me all too fast. I told myself aloud some time time ago "Wow, college na ako. I can't believe it" and my brother joked, "Why? You thought life was longer?". Yes, my brother can be quite the pessimist. I wasn't even thinking about that.

Anyway, back to college. Wow, just wow. I was actually thinking if I was really going to blog about this. Because I can't say anything or maybe I have too much to say? I am not sure myself. To be honest, i don't think I'm ready for college but I must be ready. Do you get it? The newness of everything kind of scares me. New school, new people, new system, new city-every thing's new. Some would be excited as shit with all these new things. They'll look at it from an adventurer's point of view- venturing into a world unknown. And that my friends, is exactly why I'm scared. I'm scared of what I don't know, I guess?

Another reason for my fear is that I think it's going to be hard. The whole thing is going to be like a walk in the Jurassic Park. At least, that's how it happens in my head. I have heard a lot of horror stories ok? I have heard them everywhere and from everyone. I don't know, I guess I'm just afraid of not doing OK when I'm used to doing well. I'm afraid of disappointing myself and disappointing others.

I am quite excited too though. I mean, after meeting my blockmates, who wouldn't be excited? We were all so talkative and loud and crazy and fun. Block 8= complete and utter awesomeness. These awesome people are the reason why I'm excited. I can't wait until we all become close friends, hangout together and have fun together and shit like that. I can't wait fo us to be one unit.

Woah. I was a lot serious there. Kind of deep for a "fun" blog eh? Well, enjoy it. It's not often I'll blog deeply. =))
Unto less important issues concerning college as well.

As you all know, UP has no uniform whatsoever. Oh god. This is one of my problems in that school. I'll have to decide everyday what to wear. I hate having to pick out clothes and looking at the mirror and changing when it ain't working. Sigh. It's too much work for me because I'm pretty impatient.

Anyway, because of the no uniform thing, I had to update my wardrobe. I went shopping with my mom today. We bought shirts and a new pair of shoes. The shirts are awesome. They're all statement shirts and I love them. At least I have new shirts. By the way, it's always a pain in the ass walking in MOA. My feet hurt like crazy afterwards. So, we are buying school supplies soon. :> I am excited. I need pilot ballpens as usual and a pretty notebook. lol- pretty notebook. IDK how else to call it.

People tell me recently I love blogging too much. Maybe this is enough, yes? xD Don't worry, I'll still update week per week. :D

PS: OK, maybe this is stupid question but to any UPM students reading this right now (which I highly doubt though), can we log in CRS right now? By we, I mean incoming freshmen?