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30 Seconds to Mars-Live in Manila

Last Friday night (break into a Katy Perry song) was one of the most if not the most amazing night of my life so far. It was of course, the 30 Seconds to Mars concert. In two words? FUCKING AMAZING.

I got to the venue a little later than expected because of the stupid traffic but I did have a Gold ticket so HAHAHA. Anyway, I was sooo close to the stage but there were a lot of tall people in front of me but by the end of the show I was in the very front row baby! My amaazing barricading skillz. Hahaha. I was so freakin mad at the people with umbrellas. Uh,hello? This is a concert and you are all fucking wet anyway, so what’s the point? AND people in the silver area can’t see anymore you dumbasses. : THEY PAID TOO AND THEY ARE FANS TOO. GAAAH~

Anyway, when I saw Shannon’s drum set, I swear my mouth just watered. Gaaaaah. That is the most awesome drum set I have ever seen in my entire life. Plus Shannon is totally my inspiration. So yeaaaah. hihihi :”> Jared came out and he is so fucking sexy and gorgeous (even more so in person). I mean, look at those icy blue eyes. They pierce right through you!

THE CROWD WAS AMAZING. Loud and crazy-just the way I like it. But more importantly-just the way THEY like it. They seemed to enjoy themselves. And I seriously hope they go back here! Hahaha.

I got goosebumps and chills all over throughout the concert. And, I cried during Alibi. My favorite song ever from 30STM. The Kill was amazing and Hurricane and Search and Destroy and okaaaay, EVERY fucking SONG WAS AMAAAZING.

I am so freakin jealous of the people who got up onstage. But yeah-I am hoping for a next time. And by that time, I promise na gagawin ko lahat ng ka-epalan para mapansin ni Jared Leto at mapaakyat sa stage.
Jealous of everyone who got M&G’s and got up on stage. But okaaay. :)) I caught Shannon’s drumstick. But I let go of it by accident because when I landed from my jump, I fell flat on my ass. Gaaah~ Sayang. I was visualizing myself getting it and everything. HAHAHA. Well, I did “technically” get it.

I don’t have pictures or videos since I was too busy singing, shouting, jumping and flailing my arms everywhere to get any. I wish I had though. But I don’t really care since I had the greatest night of my life.

THANK YOU 30 SECONDS TO MARS for a truly amazing night-magical in fact. BEST CONCERT I have ever been to. I LOVE YOU GUYS and I hope you come back soon. YOU have touched me in ways you guys cannot imagine. SO THANK YOU. Mahal ko kayo at KAYO NA! :D

I am in love

It's the first time I am actually to write about a love life because it's the first time I have an actual love life. Hoorah. Hahaha. Let me just start by saying that yes, I am very much in love with an actual guy and guess what. As of the 5th of January of five o' clock in the afternoon, I am no longer part of the NBSB (no boyfriend since birth) club.

I wasn't suppose to blog about this-since I thought that this is waaay too much information to post online but god, I can't help myself anymore. I need to write this somewhere. Hahaha. Anyway, right now, I'm just bathing in the idea that I do in fact have a boyfriend-for more than 48 hours.

This is an all too new experience for me but so far, it's been great being in love and I am undeniably happy, so I guess this is fine, right? I can't tell you much right now about how the relationship is because, heck, we're just starting. Finally, I have feel what it's like-being in love that is. Truthfully, it's awesome but it's also really terrifying. Yeah, I'm scared of everything that I know comes with it. Like a new responsibility and a possible heartache and all that shit but yeah. I guess, you'll have to take it all in if you're in love. Bleeeh. I can't believe I'm even saying this. Hahaha.

Finally I have experienced what it's like. To smile at your phone, to check for good morning texts, to hold hands, to hug and feel peaceful and secure, to feel giddy ALL THE TIME, to sleep and wake up with a certain person in mind, to worry sick about a person completely unrelated to you, to smile at silly love songs, and etc. Let me update the list when I get there. Hahahaha.

Anyway, I just didn't want something as significant as this unpublished. That's all. Thank you for taking the time to read this unorganized jumbled thoughts that I randomly wrote in here. I'll make a more understandable blog when I have the time :> Goodnight :*

This is an Update on my Life

This blog has been once again forsaken. The sembreak is ending and I have failed to give you updates about my life or whatsoever. Whoot. This is going to be one long post, if I can stay up long enough to even finish it. It's 12AM and everyone in the house is asleep. What a surprise.

On the 4th, I will be enrolling for the second sem. I'm actually quite excited about the second semester, to be honest. Why? Because, I will be doing absolutely great. Plus, I have realized that too much time on your hands causes you to go mental. Seriously. So, yeah. I'll work harder this time around. The stakes are higher. Shift, Shift, Shift, Shift. I keep reciting those lines to myself. Just please, let me shift already. I think I'll do a lot greater if I'm in a course I actually like, okay?

Anyway, I have big big big news. The Maine + We the Kings + Never Shout Never are coming to the Philippines. ghjklmnbvcfyuikolmnbv. I was so excited when I heard the news, I couldn't stop screaming over the phone and seriously jumping up and down. Can you believe that? Three bands on 4 dates. I am excited as fuck. I only like The Maine and We the Kings though. Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against NSN but I don't really like him that much. But still~ 3 bands on a show (well, 4 shows, but you get the point). I am so frickin excited. I need to save money, find people with ayala cards, get ready for contests, make gifts. Gaaaah~ Another moment to add on my best nights of my life list

Speaking of concerts, I recently joined a contest for the Gin Blossoms show. aksdkn I need to win those tickets, okay? Seriously. They're not for me though, they're for my brother and my dad. IDK, but I want to give them this something. lol, I've been acting like a big brat towards them recently, so yeah. And besides, I think it's the first time ever that I'm going to give a gift this important to my dad and to my bro. They've been waiting for such a long time and I know how it feels like since I'm a concert junkie.

I also started this thing during the sembreak. I write literary stories everyday and post them online. It's a private blog though, so yeah. I stopped on October 23 because I didn't know what to write the following days but I still write on days I do know what to write about- I just don't publish them yet. It's really no use saying this because the only person who can read those stuff is me anyway. hahahaha. But yeah. I feel like I have lost my way with words and that's my way of kind of training again. Maintaining two blogs, two private blogs and a pseudo blog is not enough literary training for me. But it is writing training- kind of? :))

Last Thursday, I met up with AJ. You know, my high school friends? We're still very much like we were back then, only with different schools and different uniforms. Only one of us didn't attend, but I didn't get to see two of them because they went to Agatha's house at like 7pm and I left at about 6. But yeah. I missed them like hell. I miss all of our craziness and shit like that. I miss being in the same classroom all together and having lunch together and all that. I looked through our pictures today (and trust me, we have a shitload) and oh my god, I just miss them all over again. Best moments captured in shitty photographs, I tell you.

Meanwhile, me and my bestfriends have failed to meet over the sembreak. Why, exactly? Well, Jamil still had school until last week so yeah. We couldn't arrange a proper meeting. But I'm going to Melissa's place on Friday and hopefully Jamil comes too. :D I can't wait to see them, Here's another bunch I seriously miss. IDK, but it feels so okay when we don't do anything at all. Like we just lounge around and talk about absolute nothingness but it's okay. That's what bestfriends are like. :D

I forgot to mention that I have bangs now. Well, I always had bangs, but I have proper bangs now. Hahaha. One that a hairdresser actually did, okay? It's awesome. I seriously love it. Oh and yesterday (or was that the day before?) I woke up with the perfect hair. lol. I don't even know how that happened but I tied my hair into a ponytail before going to sleep and then when I woke up, perfect hair. Just absolute perfection okay? Forgive me, I am easily amused. Anywaaay, I posted a picture of that perfect hair plus my purple nails over at facebook and surprisingly, a lot of people liked it too. I am serious, I'm really surprised. :)) Looks like I have to make that my permanent hairstyle. The only problem is that I don't know how to do it D:

Meeh. I'm really sleepy already. So I'll leave it at that, okay? :D

Hellooo October, Hellooo dear Sem Breaaak

Tell me would you kill to save for a life?

Tell me would you kill to prove you're right?

Crash, crash, burn, let it all burn.

This hurricane's chasing us all underground.

Heeeey. It's been a month since my last post and whoaaah, September was packed. Well, it's October now and I just need to finish this week and hello to sem break! And you know what else is at the end of the week? My fucking birthday! Let's celebrate~

Just four more days to my birthday. I am excited as hell. It's not that there's always something amazing that happens on my birthday, I'm just always excited about my birthday, you know? It's like another year for you. You see how far you've come since the last or how far you've degraded. Meh. The whole day is yours to keep. I want my birthday to be amaazing. alsnfkjwebfgvjekwbfgjew, I am just so excited about it, okaaay? Besides, I may go shopping again for my birthday. If it's not shopping, it's an iPod. So, i am happy both ways :D

What have I been up to lately? Basically, I've been excited for the sem break and counting down the long days until it starts. It's so close I can taste it; I am excited. I need a break. I've never felt so exhausted. It's as if a whole year has passed. So this is what college feels like. A whole elementary/high school year crammed into six months. lol. It's soo fast, seriously.

I'm also excited about the sem break because I am excited to start the new semester. I know I've done not so well this sem and I am eager to do great next sem. Yeah. It depresses me how I feel somewhat average in UP. I don't get one of the highest scores anymore and I don't excel as much. I'm just...average-satisfied with passing and all, not reaching any further. So yeah. I am determined to change that next sem and I will be awesome- I will be great :D

I actually have classes later but it's later so I'm doing this first. Hahaha. I missed blogging in blogspot. I think it keeps me creative, or somewhat like that. I've been blogging on tumblr- it doesn't feel enough. I have too many complaints in my life >.> I need to be contented. I remember a time back in high school (maybe in my 2nd year or 3rd year) when I felt completely contented. Like I didn't need anything at all. I wish I could bring that back.

Well, i have my goals for next semester. Usually these goals are 60% achieved so okaaay :D

1. Do awesome academically. I swear I will be GC as hell and I will strive for the best and for that sweet 1! lol, dream on for that 1 but yeah. Aim for the moon, if you miss, at least you land among the starsit goes kind of like that. *insert game face here*
   
   
2. Do awesome socially. Meh. I've been kind of distant at the start of the sem so I haven't gained a lot of friends. And by the time I decided to make friends, everyone's already closed off to their own group of friends so it was hard making friends. I have my own group of friends tho :D But I'm just used to being friends with everyone so yeah.
   
   
3. Limit my computer time to two hours if there are no internet related school work. I have done this before, I will do it again. With enough self-discipline, I know I can do this. This will be good for my academic life, so yeah. So my online life will be hanging by a thread when next semester comes. But I will survive~
   
   
4. Save moneeey! I always fail this part of the goals. In every goal list, I put in Save Money and I always fail. But I will achieve this next sem! Under saving money I will put in resistance to delicious food even if I study next to the mall. You can do this. ;___; resist the temptation of Robinsons.
   
   
5. Get Organized as shit! You all know I'm not the most organized in the bunch. My things are all over the place and I have a system that only I can understand. The bad part is when people clean up my stuff, my system get messed up o.O :)) I am serious though. I feel lost when it's cleaned. So it's better if I clean it so that i know what is where.

That's all I can think of right now :)) Anywaaay, I have been jamming a lot to Parokya ni Edgar and 30 Seconds to Mars since PNE has a new album that is awesome and I have just downloaded 30 Seconds to Mars' This is War. So, yeaaah. It's fun. Have you all seen 30 Seconds to Mars' video for Closer to the Edge? lsadbvksbvfkweb It's EPIC. I am wishing for an immediate concert in here! Ay, caramba! They were just so sick live, okay? Hahahahah. And note that almost all of them (two out of three) are older than my mom and my dad. lol- cool, weird and awesome.

So, anyway, this week, I only have two exams left. yaaaay. Finals in Spanish and 3rd DepEx in Math. I need to study hard and bury my face in my notes. Next week I have no exams but on th 18th and the 19th, I have finals for Comm and Math. So booo. But reaally, at the end of this week, I am ready to celebraaate~

So, that's all for now :D Byeeeeee.

Random Me.

I don't really know what to write right now, to be honest. I just know that I have been itching to write on this blog for a long while now. lol, so what am I to write about? Let's just make it up as we go, ok? I have no idea what this blog is going to be about.

Recently, I painted my nails in different colors and it's awesome. It's one of my 101 things to do so I am happy. Yeaaah. It's in skittle colors and a lot of people praised it. I am so proud of that. lol, I am such a child sometimes. Anywaay, they said it was cute. But psshhh, I know it's imperfect because I am quite new at the nail polishing business so yeah. It's quite butchered up. Pictures can be found on my other online sites.

Earlier today, I was at PARC (PAWS Animal Rehabilitation Center). My sister is volunteering there and me and my mom will be volunteering as well, maybe next month since it'll be my sem break then. It's quite lovely there and people there are really nice. I mean, it's so nice that they're doing this for abused/neglected cats and dogs. It's also so nice to see that most of the animals there are in a good condition now when you know they weren't in that state when they came in. I don't know but I just like it there. But my sister was first to take interest in that stuff. lol

If anyone is reading this right now, I suggest you volunteer in there too. Especially if you're an animal lover-then you'll definitely love it there.

It's a month a way from finishing the first semester and wow, that was quick. I can't believe I'm almost six months into college. I honestly don't know how I should feel about that. I'll be honest, it's been quite stressful. lol, I can feel the pressure physically. I think it felt that quick because the whole six months were busy. There wasn't a week that passed by that we weren't busy for something. Plus, there's always events in UP so, yeah xD

Anywaaay, it's been really busy and I am in need of a proper weekend. One where I can just rest and not think of anything but the computer and sleep. Because honestly, I have never studied in my whole life until now. And every week requires some kind of study time.

And oh my god, did I mention I have gained weight? I mean, I have never been conscious with weight but I think I gained a LOT of weight this past month. I HATE IT. Thanks a lot to fast food and long breaks and no exercise. Seriously, I'll stop eating every chance I could. I think I need to go into a completely healthy diet but I don't think I can do it since I love food too much. ;___; But I will lessen my food intake, I guess? And definitely exercise.

Besides overeating, there's also overspending :| Yeah, since I'm near the mall, I buy, buy and buy. But really, my food intake is directly proportional to the amount of money I am spending. So I think if I budget and stay strict to my budget then I will not overeat :D Really, these two problems are just related :))

So, right now, I have a lot of material things I want. Yesss. I want bracelets, loads of them. Bracelets like mine, ok? It's so hard to explain, but I want my kind of bracelets. lol, that's so random. I like necklaces as well. You know, the long necklaces with random pendants like an owl or a camera. Yeaah, I have like 5 of that but I want mooore!

I seriously want shoes-flat shoes and sneakers. Look at my tumblr to see what kind of shoes I like :)) Another thing that is hard to describe. Maybe the problem with me is that I can only think of the adjective "pretty" right now. So if I would describe what kind of that I'd like, I'd say "the pretty kind". Anyway, I like random clothes right now. I mean, I'd be in a mall, and I'd see something and i just want it. So...yeah. That's kind of random :)) I seriously want a new iPod. I mean, I won't let go of my old one, and I'll still use it, I guess? But I need an iPod that can make it through at least three days. But Po, will always be my first love, I swear. :*

Oh, I forgot to mention that I haven't been in the movies for a while now. I have not watched a movie for the longest time and I haven't seen Toy Story 3 yet. Yeah, from Toy Story 3 to Step Up 3D and everything in between. Yes, I am such a loser, stop rubbing that in. I have been busy and I am in a state of financial crisis and there is the problem of looking for someone to watch a movie with. So, yeah, STFU :))

Right now, I am obsessing over All Time Low and The Maine. All Time low should just fucking come here already ;__;

Do you guys know about the NAIA thing? The NAIA they were in were the nearest our village and i wasn't able to go because I lacked planning. It was all too sudden, oh my god. They were seriously so close already and they had NO GUARDS whatsoever. I could have just sacked them and brought them home :)) loljk. I mean, I could have taken pictures with them without any hindrance whatsoever. Such a wasted opportunity. But yeah, they should just have a concert here already. A LOT of people are waiting. ATL's kind of mainstream over here already, but I don't mind, really. Good for them.

As for The Maine, I think that it's going to take a little more time before they come here since they're not so big yet. And besides, they have released only two albums. There's a lot of time for them to get big- hopefully soon though because I'm honestly getting impatient :)) They're just really wonderful, I tell you.

For the longest time now, I have been wanting to party or go to a concert. I just want detox. lol, does that even make sense? Party to detox? lol, I don't even know. I just know it's the most amazing feeling to be in a concert, so yeah, I miss it like hell. The closest thing to a concert that I can think of, is a party, so yeah.

I am still working on my writing skills right now. I think that it has deteriorated badly, so i shall practice stringing words together nicely again. My works have become dull and emotionless. I shall improve and I am practicing it most of the time, looking for inspiration in different things especially in music.

So, that's all for now. :> 'Till next time (which is probably going to be a long time) blogger. xoxo

We like to party. We like, we like to party.

Waaay Rushed :>

And hello dear blog! I missed writing incomprehensibly and randomly and shit like that. I have been busy with school. Well, it's not all bad though- most of it is actually quite fun. It's 1 AM and I'm sleepy but I don't want to sleep so yeah xD I will finish you before I go to sleep :D

Let's start with the free concert thing 2 weeks ago. Yes, right after I wrote that blog entry on the 8th, there was a happening on the 9th. A free concert was held at our school- a BAND concert. Yep, it's awesome that way. And god, it was so fun, I can't even explain it. I was the only one from my block who was there. I didn't know what bands were playing and I know very few OPM bands, but I still enjoyed it as fuck. I went home at about 7, and when I got home, I checked UP people's statuses and what the actual fuck. Parokya performed ;___; at about 9. If I knew that Parokya was coming then I would've stayed. They're probably the only OPM band I am DYING to see live and I missed them on a FREE CONCERT. lol, :))) I really can't get over this even if it happened two weeks ago pa. But, I'm okay now.

Moving on, last Monday was our first Departmental Exam in Math. I was in school for more than 12 hours-surviving with no food at all. Meaning, I didn't have food intake for least 24 hours. I was either in class or in the library reviewing. And it wasn't just Math I was studying for. Umepal ang History. Grrr. I hate it. Anyway, the exam wasn't as hard as we expected it to be. Our professor was awesome-we were lucky. I passed by the way. lol :)) I was beating myself too hard about it :/ I need to start relaxing more often, yes?

Anyway, next up: Handog 2010. And oh god, how many times have I said this but Block 8 is ♥. I mean seriously. I love them so much I can't even. We had balloons, but we weren't first for the idea- two other blocks shared the idea
:( lol. So, what happened during Handog? We screamed and went crazy for Karla. And our throats already hurt at only the first hour of the program. I enjoyed it a LOT. As in. Anyway, there were a lot of performances, and a lot of AVPs that were annoying. The performances were cool especially the dances. Indayog was awesome, as usual. Some fraternities performed and they were cool. lol, one frat threw bananas and it was funny. lol, I can't really explain it, you just needed to be there, ok? Kuya Cleve and Ate Mariel were great hosts. Hahaha, anyway, there was BLOCK SPIRIT. I love my block :) Karla won Ms. Photogenic. She didn't win anything else, but I swear-if it was a competition of who was most pretty, she would have won! lol- biased and bitter here :)) Congratulations to the winners though.

And oh my god, the highlight of MY week, as in THIS week not last week or two weeks before os MOrg. lol. It sounds wrong right? But it's actually quite cool. Musician's Organization. I applied for it. Yes, musician na daw siya :))) lol, Anyway, we have to complete this tambay hours thingy and I hung out at the lobby and oh my god. At first, I didn't really care if I get accepted or not, but after the Tambay thingy I seriously want to get fucking in. The people out there were amazing as in. The people I talked to anyway. They shared the same music as I did-well not all but it amused me that people actually shared the same music as I did in real life now, not just in the internet.

And I have found out why I want to join MOrg. I guess, I want to be surrounded by people who value music as much as I do. I want to be with people who understand how important music is for an individual. Yeaah. I was seriously so happy during MOrg Tambay thingies, and I force my mom to listen to my stories.

Oh god, there were true fans of FOB there. True fans meaning they know the albums not just the hit singles. People there knew All Time Low, We The Kings, The Cab, The Academy Is... and etc. Oh, and there's this band in MOrg who's just starting out and covers FOB but they have been writing originals and I have heard one of their original and OMFG, I fell in love with the song, I swear. Can you see my heaven, right there? Yeah. I have been going home late because of the Tambay thing and the props making. lol, I'm performing on Thursday. Yes, I am performing on Thursday. :))))

Anyway, AWESOME PEOPLE I tell you. I have friends with my co-applicants now. And they are awesome. It's nice having friends outside your course. Not that I don't love my friends in my block but you know. Widening your horizons is always good.

OrComSoc pictorial a while ago. lol, we had balloons again. We just couldn't get over it. I was suppose to bring hime 3 balloons but they started popping...one by one by one. :( Sad. We have pictures though. Loads of pictures :>

SONA on Monday. Sana free cut lahat xD


You don't know me, you don't even care

Crap I Missed 11:11 xD

I didn't keep our promise, did I? lol, I'm sorry, but I've been a little busy with school. Plus when I have time, I just want to sleep, so yeah. I set you aside. Anyway, I'm here now and it's been roughly a month? It's been a mix of everything and nothing.

So, where to start, huh? As I said, I've been busy. Generally, the first month was kind-meaning the stress was less than I expected. I was preparing for the worst but I'm not quite sure I'm ready for it, but I was preparing for it. College has a lot of events. Or is it just now because it's the beginning of the school year when all the orgs are everywhere? I don't know but seriously. It's like a week is never complete without at least an event or a program.

A while ago, there was a blood donation thing and I seriously wanted to donate blood. But people who were entirely healthy felt dizzy afterwards. I am not perfectly healthy as I am anemic. And I still want to donate blood. Damn :)) Tomorrow, there's going to be a free concert and bands are performing. Next week, there's going to be a series of programs about TOFI prepared by the Student Council and on Friday next week, there's the Handog! :D

I'm loving my block more than ever. We're in high block spirits right now. Two of my blockmates just won 2nd runners up in a school based pageant. Awesome :> lol, and a blockmate is a finalist for the Ms. Freshie. We're campaigning for her. Meaning, we're going around the school asking for coins or change-whichever :)) Of course, this is all of block love. >:D< Panalo ng isa, panalo ng lahat! lol. :))

What else? Well, my favorite subject so far is Philo. It's so awesome, I can't even begin to explain it. Some of my blockmates don't appreciate it though and it's just sad :/ But whatever. I like it, lol jk. I love it. Math is good. It's the first time I actually enjoyed Math. Thank you to our prof! :)) He's nice and funny, so yeaah xD. And I'm thankful that I start with Math I anyway. Spanish is cool :D I'm learning. OMG, I'm seriously going to be semi-multilingual soon! I'm excited :)) Aaaand, let's not even talk about Histo anymore :

We have a Math test on Monday. Let's hope the test is as kind as the prof, yes? Yeah, I've been having fun. And I'm actually studying now. lol. I used to get away with not studying at all and even not even reading anything during my elementary and high school days. But, since college intimidates me, I read now and I study. Imagine that, Bianca, actually studying?

Oh, and do you know that for the whole Sem, my name is Banca? It's seriously my fault though. :( I didn't notice at the Form 5 signing during the enrollment that my name was misspelled to that and it ended up being my name in all the teachers' records and my class cards and etc. I just ruined my perfectly awesome name. I'll just have to bear with it until October, I guess? :(

It's all been good in general. I miss my high school friends though. Sometimes, I get this sudden bursts of nostalgia and I just feel high-school-sick. lol, is that even a word? Anyway, I love my blockmates to the bone but I just miss the kind of closeness me and my high school friends had. That would be understandable well duh. I've known them for a lot longer! :)) It's just the first month.



Not on college news:

The Maine has been rocking it out in my head for waaay too long. I mean, whenever my mind wanders- I find myself humming to The Maine. WTF? Get out of my head for a moment, ok? Let it rest! Anyway, The Summer Set released a new music video and OMFG it was awesome. There was licking and glitter and a chipped out tooth :)). Watch it right here. All Time Low should fucking come here already. The anticipation is killing me. Pete is starting a new band. good-bye Fall Out Boy. But I will still continue to love FOB and those four boys. Believers Never Die <3>



And wouldn't you know it? I controlled myself of the internet. I don't use it as much as before and I kind of already made a schedule. Well, it's not that defined yet, but it will be-soon, hopefully. Oh, and I've been writing-like serious writing. I mean, I started a writing exercise for myself that I make stories about random people I see or people I slightly know, etc. It's been improving :D I can't bring the notebook at school though because people look at it, and I don't like people looking at unfinished work. I HATE IT.

In case you were wondering: yeah, I do use my headband everyday now :P There won't be a day when I won't be using it. Except when it's lost and I can't find it and I'm going to be late already and shit like that. So yeah.

There, you caught up. lol. It's a bit rushed since I'm sleepy but it'll do :D Till next time and I won't set a date/day since I won't be able to make it anyway :))

High Energy, Block 8 Energy =))

I don't get it either why I like writing in wee hours of the morning just when I'm about to fall asleep. It's Saturday again so yeah, I be blogging. :> Make this our weekly schedule blog-that is until I get busy, then I might never get to update you D:

Anywaaay, let's skip the over reaction there and let's talk about life-my life, of course. Hahaha, the week has been okay in general. It's been both fun and frustrating. More on the fun side though, which is good, really good. I think stressful stuff are to come sooner than later. They were a bit delayed because UPM had too many welcoming ceremonies that I liked by the way. At least, we get to adjust first before all the stress (or toxicities as they call it) come along.

Let's start with Tuesday. We were suppose to watch the Isko Got Talent thing but we didn't. Oh god, I was so annoyed that we didn't. We were told that we would be excused from our classes and we'd watch the show or whatever it was, but they took their word back. : We needed to get permissions from our professors and unfortunately, our professors wanted to meet us. >.> What was that, even. lol, I was just so bummed out the whole time because I was looking forward watching people sing/dance/act or show whatever their talent is. And pfft, na-da.

It wasn't all bad though. At first it was! We were hanging out in the lobby and we were bored like fuck. And then we found out that we were the only block not watching. Yeah, we were obedient little children. I hate it. Anywaaay, we stayed in the lobby and talked and talked and talked. It was kind of fun too because the block finally, finally found the time to take pictures.

So our first class was Philosophy and god damn our Professor was awesome, like seriously. At first, we were bummed out because we found out that the Dean wasn't gonna be our prof anymore~ lol, but yeaah. But the Prof was so cool and liberal, I think it made up for it. He had at least 4 piercings. A bunch on both eyebrows, some on the ears and one on the lip. And then, he had a shirt that said "if it's loo loud, you're too old", ok, that may seem a bit blah to you, but I seriously like it. So he was very liberal as well, as in the way he talked to us and the way he oriented us about his class and about him and his points of view were interesting, just so you know. I heard his exams were oral though. Well, that's just scary~ Anyway, after Philo was Comm but the prof just took the attendance and gave an assignment/group work, so ok.

Ze next day, we were suppose to have no classes but some freshmen orientation (yet again) was prepared by the Student Council. So we arrived there on time but the thing that was suppose to start at 8:30 started at about 10. I hate this Filipino time, I loathe it. Anyway, we were asked to make a cheer for our block and we did. It was a kick-ass cheer. It kind of goes like "E! Energy-energy energy. High Energy. Block 8 energy." lol, I forgot the rest and you won't see the beauty of it since we're not cheering it. Hahah. IDK, I love my block and my blockmates love my block as well. We all love each other for short.

So, back to the topic. The Student Council had technical difficulties during the program. The first part of the program was fun though. I mean, I don't really know if that was really part of the program or if it was just made up along the way. So first, they made us shout when our block was called. Our block shouted the loudest. Talk about block spirit. :> I'm serious here, I'm not being biased or anything. I enjoyed the block of DevStud tho. Everytime they were called, they would shout "nag-level up na" with the corresponding action. It was funny, seriously =)) But still, our block shouted the loudest-they were impressed. [insert smug expression of myself here]

After making us shout countless of times, they took our block pictures. Awesome. We have yet to find ours but soon, I tell you-soon. They made us play games like "Bring Me". Wait, actually that was the only game we played. Were there any more? Okaaay, memory gap =)) After the games or the game, whichever, different orgs/societies presented. That's when it got boring, like seriously boring. Everyone either sleeping or gossiping. Afterwards, they made everyone go into a lunch break. And no one ever came back. Well, none from our block anyway. I heard only a few came back. I seriously felt sorry for the student council then because they probably worked hard for that program, but oh well~ there are many more programs to come. If I was a student council, I would be heartbroken, I swear. But I think I'm too sensitive for student council so yeaah =))

Thursday was of regular classes. Booo, lol jk. First class was Math. Remember I told you, I was excited for Math, well, it was okay. It was like a review of past lessons. I know I knew those stuff already but I kind of forgot so good thing there was a refresher. Math was fine. My legs were numb when he was pulling off different index cards for recitation though. I seriously hate recitation. It's that part of school I seriously hate. I just get mental blocked a lot.

Spanish teacher wasn't there. Someone came in and told us that she was sick. I had a three hour break. Whoaaah, what to do, right? I hung out in Rob with a couple of friends. Yeah, contrary to popular belief, I do have friends in school right now. Blockmates are always fun to be with. Fo' realz. Hahaha. So, after lunch, there was History. All of us were nervous about History because there was a quiz (we're going to have quizzes every meeting). We studied Histo the whole day for a ten item quiz. Wow, just wow. The quiz was nerve racking. It was so fast. It wasn't necessarily hard, but it was fast! Oh god, I can't even. And then we had a recitation. I swear my whole body was shaking because of that. I just seriously hate reciations >.> I was prepared (kind of) but it was still a recitation. Mental block~ Prof was okay though. He told a lot of Historic stories which were not boring at all. lol, it was kind of new for me because all my Histo teachers from before were boring. But he wasn't. He knew a lot if things and I actually listened to him. Surprise, surprise. I am scared of him though. Scared Bianca is scared.

I met up with some of my high school friends after class. I miss them so much. IMY guys :* . I seriously missed a lot, like our noisiness and our craziness and our inside jokes. I mean, I love my college friends too but I'm certainly more familiar with my high school friends because, duuh, I was with them for years. Had fun with them like yeaaah.

TGIF! lol. We had no classes. FFUUUU- nasayang pamasahe ko. It was UP's foundation day and classes were suspended from 1 PM onwards. Unfortunately we had PE at 11 and the teacher stood us up again. lol. Not really. She changed our sched from Friday to Tuesday since she had other appointments during Fridays. Meaning, our block will become one every PE! Yaaaay~ I was expecting activities because it was the foundation day. But no. Just a mass and then boom. Nothing.

So, me and some of my blockmates ate at Rob. It was so hard finding seats. We went to KFC and we stayed long after we finished eating. We had lots of stories to tell. Our getting to know you phase is not done yet. lol. It was awesome though talking and sharing with them. Went home early nevertheless.

So there. The week in words, don't you love it? I've been blogging for an hour now, seriously. You should blog faster, Bianca. Stop going into detail so much. lol, truth be told though, I don't think I was detailed in writing this =))

Anyway, everyone's been talking about orgs they want to join. I want to join some too! First on the list is The Manila Collegian-the official school paper. I want to try out and maybe because it's one thing I'm semi-confident about. After reading it though, all the my confidence vanished into thin air. I'm still trying out though because I want it so bad. Anyway, I guess I can join OrComSoc by default since I'm an OrCom student. >.> I want to join the Music Organization (MOrg)! OMG, I'm serious. Unfortunately, I don't sing or play any instruments, so how the fuck am I gonna get in? I seriously want to join a music-related org. I need to learn how to play something soon. Singing is not an option. Hahaha. Could you join there just because you're a music-lover and not really play anything? lol, I doubt though. What'll you do in the club, envy everyone? I seriously want to be an FBC too. But that's for later, I guess. I'm going to be a good FBC I know it. I'm talkative and I'm creepily friendly. lol. What the fuck even. I'm guessing I only like so many Orgs now because I can't feel the stress yet. But I can bet that when all the stress comes in all this will be lost. I hope not though. IDEK.

Ho. Ho. Ho. Next week will be merciless. I can feel it. But I'm going to be ready for it. I'm going to be ready for it, I swear. By the way, I'm LSSed with our cheer, that's why I'm making it the title. And in commemoration of that title, here's some unofficial pictures of our block :> Click image to see it larger.

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Yo. It's Saturday and I don't have classes- that's why I'm blogging. I really just found time today since the week has been busy. Really? Was it that busy? Lol, not really. I was just too tired/lazy to blog about it. And now, I don't know where to start. So do you want it detail? lol, jk. I'm too lazy to go into detail.

First day was on June 8th. We were asked to come there at 7 and the program was suppose to start at 8 but it started at 7. Wow, Filipino time. Anyway, the meeting place was at the University Library and it was about to explode of blue. lol. All freshies were asked to wear blue and etc. I'm wondering why blue though. Shouldn't it be Maroon/Red or something like that. >.>

Anyway, the program started and it was fun. Well, half of it anyway. It's already embedded in me to listen to speakers and not be bored throughout the whole speech. lol, why? Because during contests in journalism, I had to listen and write down what they were saying since it maybe the topic later. So I listened throughout the whole program. Yes, how proper of me. xD So the speeches were okay. Not boring at all if you really listened. And part of the speeches were really funny. I like their sense of humor.

After some random important people spoke, orgs started to perform. I seriously loved all of them. The singing got old for me though. You have too many choirs UPM. They were all awesome though. The dances were amazing. Especially that puppet number. I think it was of the Indayog Dance Varsity. It was seriously awesome. It had meaning but it was awesome to look at too. If only I could sing/dance. Unfortunately I have no hand-eye coordination whatsoever-or maybe no coordination at all.

Let's fast forward to the day of actual classes because nothing much happened the next day because college orientation was cancelled, so yeaaaah. So, on the actual day of classes, I thought I was going to be late for our first subject-MATH. The fucking jeep stopped everywhere he could. lol, but I wasn't late, thank god. The professor was cool, seriously. This is the first time I'm actually excited for Math-and I may regret saying this later but whatever. He was cool and he was fun. His speech was totally moving too! It was awesome.

Next subject was Spanish. The professor just came in and spoke Spanish all through out the class. OMG, we were all wide-eyed and slack jawed. I was lost in translation. I coped though, I coped. It was fun tho. I can say 'my name is bianca mediatrix in Spanish' lol. Me llamo Bianca Mediatrix. Oh di ba? lol. By the end of this semester I will be semi multilingual. After Spanish, there was a one and a half hour break and I didn't eat. I was too nervous to eat. lol, I felt like I was going to barf it all out. Anyway, my friends went to the library and I didn't have my ID countersigned so...I went to Robinsons alone and wandered and wandered. : I felt like such a loner :))

So after the break was History! Our professor is an award-winning writer :O I am in awe. lol, I just read some of his blogs. They're funny and well-written. All our lectures will be from his blog (is that right? I'm not sure) and he said we'll take trips and shit like that, so that'd be fun , I guess. :D Anyway, History wrapped up the day.

Second day of classes, well if you can really call that classes. xD No one attended! The only professor who attended was for the last subject, so yeaaah. So my earliest subject was PE but the teacher wasn't there, so we had 3 hours straight of no classes because after PE was lunch so we wandered around Robinson's again. But this time I had friends with me so 3 hours wasn't soo bad. =)) It was fun and boring at the same time. lol. Our group went back to the college at Philosophy time where there was no teacher yet again. We had so much bonding time though. It was really fun.

After Philo, I had to be seperated from my block :'( I was in a different section and room with a different prof. So ok. It was okay though. It was kind of boring with the introductions but exciting as well coz we were a mixed class. And when I say mixed, I mean mixed! Two blocks of OrCom and one block of Behavioral Science. Cool, right? lol, kind of jealous of my blockmates coz they didn't have a prof! They got to vote for our candidate for Mr. & Ms. Freshie :>

Well that ends the first week of college. lol. It's been okay for the first week. More fun that stress. But I seriously think it'll get harder. Yeaaah, if only it can be this stress free every week. But no, I don't think so. Wouldn't that be great though?

And my friends, during that week, I failed to update my blog xD Actually I almost did not go online for the whole week. Commuting tires me now. Unlike last school year when commuting was nothing to me. It's okay though. I'll get used to it, I'm sure.


In other news: I am obsessing over The Maine right now. I mean, I've known them for a long time but I'm just starting to get really into them, you know what I mean? Like creepy online stalking kind of into? lol, jk. Well, not really. Ok, you decide on the truth then ;)

Well, signing off xD



Can't stop, won't stop. I must be dreaming ~